I'm Not an Addict, It's Cool...

Yea, you like that throw back from K's Choice?

Well. I had to go into the doctor's office for some bloodwork this morning. My favorite tech was there, and she hit the vein, first try, and it went smoothly. I guess I am just a peach and bruise easily, for sure it looks like I have some kind of drug habit. I should have known better and planned accordingly, or not worn a short sleeved shirt to the office today.

I am currently in the middle of yet another two week wait (also known as the 2ww). Although I shouldn't be so discouraged, I already am about this cycle. It seems that pregnancy news is popping up everywhere, and that's a good thing. I am not unhappy for all these women, I am just unhappy for myself and what I don't have. Usually the last week of the 2ww is spent over analyzing every possible symptom and what it could mean. I have promised myself there will be no testing until Wednesday at least, or maybe even Thursday if I can manage to hold off that long. I have an acupuncture appointment Wednesday morning - so, that is going to be much needed to relieve anxiety either way.

Also, kind of related to me eventually being a parent or something, I have this coworker at my office who is currently undergoing the adoption process. A few months ago, I stepped into his office, and closed the door to ask him a question or two about different agencies, etc. Well, since I did this, I have be inundated with adoption information from him. Most of it is common sense knowledge, like, you have to have a home study. Duh. Anyway, he feels as if it's a free pass for him to discuss it with me, for example, in the lunch room, or when there are other coworkers in my office. Not so sneaky or private anymore. So, my stealth in trying to become knowledgeable about the subject has obviously backfired on me.

In other fabulous news about how my life sucks, one of my best friends (Lust - she knows why that's her nickname) is leaving this weekend. Actually, tomorrow. I act like I am okay with it, and I am, but I am probably going to be a baby tonight when I have to help her pack up her apartment. I really am happy for her, it's a wonderful job opportunity for her, plus, the added bonus of actually living in the same city as her boyfriend. That's always a plus. But still, I am sure it's going to suck for me. (I know, I know...but it's my blog, and I can whine if I want to!)

At least this weekend there are some great distractions to keep me occupied. After I help my friend Lust move, the Hubs and I will be headed down to beautiful Charlotte, NC, to join another friend. We plan on attending a wonderful Oktoberfe.st, and then an NFL game. It should be a fabulous weekend, and I am looking forward to it. I also have some work travel at the beginning of next week - all kinds of things to keep me busy until test day (and the inevitable breakdown that will most likely follow).